Thursday, April 10, 2008

Dope-amax update 3

Yesterday I went home on my lunch break, only I forgot which house was mine and ended up walking into the neighbors... maybe I shouldn't be driving? Just kidding.... actually everything went great! A few times someone would ask me something and I would forget what I was trying to say, but we were just able to laugh it off. The numbness and tingling weren't as bad (or I'm used to it?), and it also seems like the cotton mouth and plastic taste have calmed down a tiny bit. I'm still overly emotional which is freakishly annoying. I can recognize it as I'm doing it, yet I can't help it. I hope this goes away soon... Thank goodness Jerad has the patience of a rock. I had a bit of trouble taking notes in class last night, just being quick enough and writing the right words and spelling them correctly. I think I'll just start taking my laptop, I don't know why I'm not doing that anyways. I slept MUCH better last night, but still not as good as those first few days:(

Tonight is the first night I go to 50mg, hopefully no problems there? A lot of people on the message boards who had no major problems at 25mg started having them once they made the jump to 50mg or 75mg... I have willpower, I won't be one of them:) Plus I can't be, I'm going to a baby shower this weekend and I don't want people to think I'm showing up drunk or something.


Sarah Griffin said...

I think my husband thinks I'm on this drug or something... every since I've been preggo I've had the worst time focusing. We will be having a conversation and I will just stop mid sentance and forget what I'm saying. I'm not popping any pills, but I think I can relate to what your going through. Hope the meds keep helping though! :)

Steph said...

haha I know, its the worst!!! Not having any idea what you are even trying to remember! So far its still a fair trade off for no headaches:)